Rainbows,

Oh, while eating, I received a text from Pohlin saying that you're considering us as just normal friends huh? lols. Here's the biggest thing among those small things that I wanted to mention. You can say that it's none of my business and blahblahblah, but hello~ For us being friends or classmates for two and a half years, you consider us as your "Normal friends" category? Although, I admit, there were some ups and downs during this period of time when we were friends but, if we consider you as a "Normal friend", would we have asked you out for celebrations of birthdays? One example would be mine. A chalet was booked on my birthday last year. I invited you along and you considered us as a normal friend? Another one would be Jason's birthday. Jason was like," Anything~ " to any one we asked along with us, so we could ask anyone along. We didn't forget 'bout asking you along, did we? And you consider us normal friend? One other example would be the celebration of Teachers' Day, Kahheng's and Joseph's birthday. We asked you along with us to celebrate it as well right? And you call us your normal friends? One more would be the actual birthday celebration we've had for Kahheng and Joseph. We invited you along too and you consider us as your normal friends? Another example, birthdays of Amelia and Weixuan. We went for Kbox and we asked you along as we considered you as one of us. Now, you name us your normal friends? One last example that I'll state, the studying that you, Pohlin and me went for? It was supposed to be a studying outing with just me and Pohlin. But, as Pohlin felt sad for you that you and your boy broke up the other time, she agreed for you to come along with us, she asked me and I said it's fine with me. You came and studied together with us. We or I would say, Pohlin, comforted you when you were feeling down, when you were crying while studying, when you were studying and said that the notes reminded you of him. Pohlin was there for you. And you consider us as just normal friends?

Just something to add on, Joseph showed me the conversation that both of you had. My blood was almost boiling when I read those sentences that you actually typed out. I wouldn't say that it was your fault. It was nobody's fault. Maybe somebody's but not entirely yours for sure. You said that you shouldn't be the one who say 'Hi' to any of us. Well, I do that everytime when I see anybody I know. It's either I flash a smile at them, or wave Hi, or just simply say the word 'Hi', even when they did not talk to me or whatsoever. To me, this is called being polite. I'm not indirectly saying anything else, don't get me wrong. Although I'm not involved in this entire thing, but you saying that you still treat us as normal friends seriously is a big word to me.

Normal friends huh? Let it be then. It's no use for me continuing and making this post super long. Just hope that you would change your mind 'bout the thinking towards us being normal friends of yours. You say that it's not your fault and it's ours. Everyone pushes the blame so I wouldn't point out whose fault it is as obviously, it was everyone of our fault. If you don't cherish this friendship, just let it go. We wouldn't mind a single bit. Just that our normal clique will shrink and turned into a clique of 5. The Forever 5. That's a good name for our soon-to-be clique. :D Happy deciding. We'll go as according to your decision.